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I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
.::the Memory and the Conscience::.
.::the Memory and the Conscience::.
i hate it when my memory and my conscience team up. they drive me nuts. while my motto is to keep the past int the past, itchy Mr Memory rewinds the tape and then teams up wif naggy Mr Conscience and then lil Miss Clueless goes nuts! Stop the tape! Stop the nagging! Leave me alone!
i dunno y i keep thinking abt this person hu came into my life in the past. the time when i was not the person that i am now. abt 3 yrs ago i met this person. and i selfishly decided i didnt wana haf anything to do wif this person coz this person kinda freaked me out. oh come on man i was onli sixteen tt time. young and naive AND impulsive. but lately i kinda regret cutting ties wif tt person straight away. i mean really straight away. we met for onli a few minutes and then i nv wanted to see tt person again. but y do i miss tt person now? could it be a mistake of the past? was it a mistake to dump tt person from my life? i keep on thinking abt tt person, wonder where tt person is and how tt person is doing. worse of all i wonder if tt person thinks abt me or even remembers me. i noe its pathetic.
looks like my horrible luck and lack of future plans has led me into thinking abt my past...and regretting my wrong choices.
what a bummer...
i dunno y i keep thinking abt this person hu came into my life in the past. the time when i was not the person that i am now. abt 3 yrs ago i met this person. and i selfishly decided i didnt wana haf anything to do wif this person coz this person kinda freaked me out. oh come on man i was onli sixteen tt time. young and naive AND impulsive. but lately i kinda regret cutting ties wif tt person straight away. i mean really straight away. we met for onli a few minutes and then i nv wanted to see tt person again. but y do i miss tt person now? could it be a mistake of the past? was it a mistake to dump tt person from my life? i keep on thinking abt tt person, wonder where tt person is and how tt person is doing. worse of all i wonder if tt person thinks abt me or even remembers me. i noe its pathetic.
looks like my horrible luck and lack of future plans has led me into thinking abt my past...and regretting my wrong choices.
what a bummer...
posted at 8:54 AM